Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Life In Possible Paranoia

Feels like I'm having a tragic girly downfall. But it's fair to expect him to text first sometimes, right? I'm not just being paranoid and clingy, I'm sure enough of that. Is a text too much to ask for? Apparently so. I guess it's stupid to sit and wonder if he actually cares at all. Especially since I'm sitting watching a dying rose, from Valentine's day, and wearing the bracelet he got me for no apparent reason. But gifts like that don't seem to mean anything when it's not backed by nice texts, or even just asking how I am. Honeymoon period's over folks. Maybe I'm just paranoid, or maybe it's downhill from here.
Enough relationship prattle. It's hardly the most important thing on the books right now. Books is actually where I'm at. School work is still a priority. School work along with HaBYT and playing volleyball actually is very time consuming. Right now I should be going through my lines for HaBYT. I better get to it really, or I'm sure I'll be in trouble over it tomorrow night. Sigh. Back to it.

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