Life In Partying

Oh, blog, how I have neglected thee. We have so much to say, but with so little worth. I'm just wondering when I can relax. I'm trying now. I want to let it all go, but so much is on my mind. School is all done with for the year, yet I'm feeling new stresses.
I took the photos. I did some earring photos, and had some fun editing them. And since then I did some photos of the first cherries we bought this season, before I ate them.
I did the exam. I felt good about it. It was the last important one, and it actually went well. At least I think I did, but results time will only tell. That's a long wait, so I'll forget it for now. Classics wasn't so bad either. I knew I was going to fail that all along, so I just had a little fun talking about Cyclops thinking Odysseus and his men were a tasty snack. Got a few jokes in. Laughed my way through one of three papers before getting swiftly out of there.
Wednesday was meant to be for relaxing, but I actually ended up going for a 20km cycle in the morning and having an active afternoon too. Although not my plan, it was good. On thursday I did as planned and went shopping with mum and then to habyt, but I also added meeting friends early in the village for a swim. I got lots of good things shopping, including a new phone. I'm sure glad to not be confusing myself over what the texts say behind that black splodge anymore.
I hardly know what I did on friday, other than texting people and cooking. Saturday I worked. All average there. It was one of my work mate's last days at work, which is kinda sad, since she was fun to work with. I escaped and took Max home with me so I could get changed and go straight back to town with him for drinks. Our quiet drinks turned into heading a couple of streets over to a party. The party was great. I was glad for the stress release. You have to let loose sometimes, right? And I feel I need that so much right now. Everything's coming at me. I'm stuck in the middle with nowhere to hide. So instead I'll run to the middle of it and show them I know how to party.
On sunday it was unbelievably hot. Well, it was believable. It was amazing. I was on top of the world, so to speak. We had our hangover kebabs and we spent the day under a sprinkler. Like dancing in the rain. Like magic. There. It's not all bad. It's good. It's great.
Monday classics, been there, done that. On tuesday I think all I did was make plans for wednesday, when I met friends, had lunch, hung around a lot, had a lot of fun, then stayed at Andrea's, with her and Kyla. We watched movies, then talked lots, then slept. On sunday morning I made us pancakes for breakfast. It was a tasty morning. We ate pancakes and played singstar. It rained. And rained. Then stopped and got hot and we had a spa. Then it rained. And rained some more. It was torrential. A curtain of water right across the hills. We watched another movie, then caught sight of the time. I went home, worn out by their hyper personalities, and did sweet nothing.
Despite being worn out by those two, I returned to their company after signing out of school on thursday. Officially not year 12 anymore. But, after sign out, the drama began. It's so complicated. All the wrong things for all the wrong reasons, and we're all going to crash and burn. But we'll do it in style. We'll do it partying, as always.
So, Kyla and I met Andrea in Haveock, then certain male (CM) met us. We got some lunch, then went to Kyla's to watch a movie. CM likes me. So does another certain male (ACM). ACM would be unhappy to know I was with CM, so I didn't tell him to start with, but had to see him that night. Between movie and seeing ACM a big thing came out. The main issue here. That I won't talk about here. ACM needs to get his act together, and I think when I saw him today I pursuaded him of that. It looks better, but I'm still stressed. So, I'm doing that smart thing again, and throwing myself into a party, where both CM and ACM will be, tomorrow night. Do it in style. Fuck it up right. Let's go.