Life In Still Images

At this very moment, I should be revising. In 2 hours and 26 minutes I will be in my economics exam. Yet, here I go again, pretending as if this blog is worth anything at all. It seems that all knowledge of economics has drained from my head. This is the exam where I should pick up merits and excellences, but right now I'm feeling for scraping a pass. I'm not one to stress about passing an exam. If I don't pass, so what. It's not going to effect me much. Maybe I'll have to pick a different subject for next year, that's about all. I'm just a bit annoyed that I'm coming up to a subject that I am good at, with no fucking clue. I can't focus. On anything, let alone economics.
I'm realising how much I've neglected hobbies of late. I haven't gotten any photoshoots done in a very long time. The previous few have been with Kyla, and she's been the one saying, "We're going here, taking this, and getting a photoshoot down." Which doesn't say much for my inspiration levels. I was pleased with our cemetary shoot, and how some of my ideas turned out, but I really need to get on with doing something of my own, and making it creative. I have ideas. I just need the motivation to go take the photos. I'm itching to do it right now, but I should also be returning to the eco books.
Other than photography I've neglected the poetry, which is in a way a good thing, since I usually turn to that when I'm an emotional wreck. The dried up run of poetry suggests I've been a bit higher on the emotional scale. Or that I just can't be creative with writing when I'm stressed.
I have many many ideas for photos now, and a long summer to take them all. I'm excited for this, and for Christmas. But not for the exam. 2 hours, 16 minutes to go. And my camera is definitely winning me over the eco books. :)