Life In Affection

About a week since I last posted. A little slack, but it's not entirely just because I couldn't be bothered, I have been doing a lot. Last friday I had a HaBYT rehearsal from 10-1, then I met Charlotte to shop in Hastings, which was good fun. I gained a Metallica shirt and ski pants and zebra underwear, which is fantastic. After shopping Nick picked us up, and I got dropped at Kyla's. After a while there Max joined us. Conversation was amusing and dodgy, with Donna as well. I left and they watched Buffy until about 5am, which I definitely don't mind having missed. I worked saturday and I worked sunday so those were pretty mundane days. On monday however I went to Legal Tender, and it was rather fantastic. The downside was the barrier preventing under 18s getting to the mosh pit. We were able to go mosh for the final song of the night though, so I moshed hard for that. It was quite nice to catch up with Louis, but he's a whole other story. That night I gained an Airbourne shirt, which I love. Tuesday I spent the morning home, then had to go to the dentist. My teeth are in good order, it's ok! Then Bella, Gabby and Nicole came over and we watched Napoleon Dynamite and Jumanji. Wednesday I made it five movies in two days. I went to see Louis for a proper catch up and we watched G-Force, The Hangover and The Boat That Rocked. I had a nice afternoon, really. But that does bring us to the Louis story. He really does seem to be in love with me. And it wouldn't be a problem if I felt the same. He's a great guy. I know he'd treat me well. He's not likely to cheat. The only problem is the attraction thing. If I don't like the thought of them taking their clothes off, it blatently won't work. And it's not me that wouldn't be able to keep my clothes on, he has enough trouble with that even though I keep turning him down. I love him as a friend, I just hope he can deal with that or I might have to lose him as a friend to avoid hurting him, and I don't want to do that.
Anyway, today has been a bit of a bum day. Just been internetting, playing GH, etc. And now I'll continue internetting til I pass out. I really should hit an early night, but I know it won't happen.